I give each and every one of you immense credit to be able to watch that/rehash it.
Once that game ended, I've done everything humanly possible to block it out of my mind, no ESPN, newspapers, highlights, Super Bowl game replays, nothing.........whenever a highlight from that game pops up, like a car crash, instead of rubber necking, I look away/change the channel.
I've done everything possible to literally go through my sports life thinking it never happened.
I could never, as in ever, watch a show like that and have all the if's, buts, what if's, coulda beens, shoulda beens thrown in my face, it would wreck me.
Sports is my great escape from reality, it brings me shit tons of joy, I don't want to purposely bring pain into my life if I can avoid it.
Again, kudos to all of you, you're better people than I am.
Fucking Giants; I will hate them for the rest of my remaining days above ground.