“I’m disappointed in myself for letting it escalate to what it did and that’s what I’m apologetic to,” Newton said Friday on his 4th and 1 podcast. “The truth of the matter is this: Me, being in my position, I should’ve never put myself in that position. That’s just the truth. That could’ve got ugly, for real.”
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The 2015 NFL Most Valuable Player and longtime Panthers signal-caller also apologized to the kids who look up to him.
“I feel like I let them down,” said Newton, who spent the 2020 season with the Patriots. “Because I can’t sit up here and say, ‘Hey bro, you have to be bigger than that,’ and then all of a sudden I do that. That just shows that you have to always stay in control of your emotions.”
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The Auburn product said over the weekend trash talk during a game between him and former members of his C1N organization carried over off the football field leading to the altercation.
“There was a lot of talking on both sides — on all sides, let’s just put it like that,” Newton said. “I don’t want to point the finger and say this person said that or that person said that. Am I saying this is the first time it happened or the last time it happened? It’s something that starts with words and should’ve ended with words.”
Newton said he’s glad the incident didn’t take a turn for the worse.
“There’s no excuse, really,” Newton said. “It could have been a melee. More violence could have stemmed from that. It’s just not called for.”
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Newton said he also regrets the incident because be believes it perpetuates a stereotype that he doesn’t like.
“It’s echoing something that has been permeating for years — Black people,” Newton said. “Why do I got to be at a Black event, you know what I’m saying? And I could easily play the victim, and I’m not going to do that. I’m going to hold myself to that same standard.”
Newton, who hasn’t played in the NFL since 2021, said on the podcast that he’s used to handling criticism.
He said sometimes that comes in the form of his failure to jump on a loose ball in the Panthers’ Super Bowl 50 loss to the Broncos in 2016, losing his job to Mac Jones in New England, or because of his perceived negative comments about 49ers quarterback Brock Purdy.
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Newton said he hopes the incident serves as a teaching moment for young athletes and those who look up to him.
“This is what I really want the narrative to be,” Newton said. “To every high school player, to every single person I’ve influenced and to every single athlete, use my situation as a way to understand that in one moment and one decision, your life can change just like that. I let my emotions get the best of me.”
